Saturday, January 10, 2009
I'm so tired "eyes that fall ever-so-often"
And everything is gonna begin again... And so the cycle rotates...
No, i'm not ready. Like i never was...
So i paid with tears and more of what's dear of me... But i neglect the rest...
The rest that have the courage to pay so much more " i can't afford to lose my sanity"
When despair engulfs me... i just... i just...
yes, i wallow... and the mind wanders to boundaries of doubt and worry.
and yes, once again tears don't defy gravity...
But do cast your anxieties onto Him, For He cares...
procrastination, lack of discipline...
what i possess and will, Ultimately, lead me to failure.
Ms. Potassium Hydroxide went GREEN on 5:31 AM

Wednesday, January 07, 2009
2,0,0,9... new resolutions. what's your's???
i betcha last year's resolutions weren't even fufilled...
2009 spells... so why bother making new ones???
Worry,
Anxiety, "
because tears NEVER defy gravity."
Stress,
Friendship, "...
family that you choose"
New Found Experiences.
2,0,0,8 i fell... It was air... for a while...
But i fell on new nets that
caught me.
these nets are smaller then those that i already had but couldn't cast.
These new nets...
drink starbucks... are growing... sponge
my tears... speak like me...
And yes,
I'm thankful, Lord...
for the nets (existing and growing) you weave and
bless me with.
for the LAST net weaved with blood "family"
Ms. Potassium Hydroxide went GREEN on 5:49 AM

SO i'm gonna totally change my blog except the skin and some stuff... i thought i'd work with this existing blog...
I'm gonna change the way i blog too... yea.. it starts now...
Ms. Potassium Hydroxide went GREEN on 5:46 AM
